Monday, December 25, 2006

Love Is All

She is my woman and so we belong to each other.The depths of her love and her beauty fill me with awe and a profound love for her, that is true and passionate. I am the most fortunate man, so I would walk thru fire for her, without hesitation.

She is an incredible soulmate

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

To Be A Fool

I'm so tired, I have no place to put this pain. Everything goes on and on. Sometimes it seems like the only way to bring it to an end is to end myself. I think if it weren't for my dogs that i would be gone already. I'm so tired of this screaming in my head.

Monday, December 18, 2006

“Wind is to fire like distance is to love; it extinguishes the small and enflames the great.”

Unknown

To Be A Fool

"The spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill them in."

LEONARD COHEN You Know Who I Am

I cannot follow you, my love,
you cannot follow me.
I am the distance you put between
all of the moments that we will be.
You know who I am,
you've stared at the sun,
well I am the one who loves
changing from nothing to one.

Sometimes I need you naked,
sometimes I need you wild,
I need you to carry my children in
and I need you to kill a child.

You know who I am...

If you should ever track me down
I will surrender there
and I will leave with you one broken man
whom I will teach you to repair.

You know who I am...

I cannot follow you, my love,
you cannot follow me.
I am the distance you put between
all of the moments that we will be.

You know who I am...

Sunday, December 17, 2006

Love Itself

The light came through the window,
Straight from the sun above,
And so inside my little room
There plunged the rays of Love.

In streams of light I clearly saw
The dust you seldom see,
Out of which the Nameless makes
A Name for one like me.

I’ll try to say a little more:
Love went on and on
Until it reached an open door –
Then Love Itself
Love Itself was gone.

All busy in the sunlight
The flecks did float and dance,
And I was tumbled up with them
In formless circumstance.

I’ll try to say a little more:
Love went on and on
Until it reached an open door –
Then Love Itself
Love Itself was gone.

Then I came back from where I’d been.
My room, it looked the same –
But there was nothing left between
The Nameless and the Name.

All busy in the sunlight
The flecks did float and dance,
And I was tumbled up with them
In formless circumstance.

I’ll try to say a little more:
Love went on and on
Until it reached an open door –
Then Love itself,
Love Itself was gone.
Love Itself was gone.

by Leonard Cohen

Saturday, December 16, 2006

To Be A Fool

I feel her all around me, in every breath I take and with every breath I expire